Today i can share these thoughts on my final journey in this human form here on EARTH SCHOOL. After my son JUSTIN died 10 years ago and my wife SHELLY followed him in that moment, with her loss of the will to live….and then 4 years ago- on 3-2-11 she too left earth and i began this journey, in search of peace and love….these are the words that have brought me the joy that i feel in this moment……..for all who suffer the loss of loved ones, You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back, or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left for you. Your heart can be empty because you cant see them or you can be full of the love that you shared, you can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow BECAUSE of yesterday. You can remember them and only that they are gone or you can cherish their memory and let it live on, you can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back, OR you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on…
to love and be loved.
to be truly intimate within your self or another person it must be thru a touch…a kiss….a word……………….a look this is true and forever…..sex is a moment of joy but not a deep truth from the heart…..it can not live without the connection from your soul of truth.
I start this moment with words from my favorite song earth, wind & fire ”FANTASY” my interpretation.
every one has a place, in there heart theres a space, and the world can’t erase there fantasies, every thought is a dream, rushing by in a stream, bringing life to our kingdom of doing. Come to see, victory in a land called fantasy, loving life, for you and me, to behold, to your soul is ecstasy. YOU WILL find, other kind, that has been in search for you, and as you stay for the play, fantasy has in store for you, A GLOWING LIGHT WILL SEE YOU THROUGH
my hope is to share this journey as i finish my dharma, here on earth school.
In the last few years i have felt complete, with what my soul came here on earth school to do.. The only thing left to do, is to have the adventure of one last partnership of the heart…